My life sucks so I'll be less active.

[Kammeh!]

My name's Hylke and this pretty much describes how bad my new job sucks ass. Too fucking tired to type it out in a normal way atm. Won't be playing much UT anymore cause I have this SUCKING PIECE OF SHIT job. Will, however, need to kill some people every now and then to get rid of my anger.

Edit: Fucking great. Fucking names disappear cause they're between < and > things. Fuck it.

[19:48] <Hylke`> God hates me so bad...
[19:49] <cat-flu> naaah man
[19:49] <cat-flu> it's just that ur bored:)
[19:49] <Hylke`> BORED>?!
[19:49] <Hylke`> FUYCK YOU!!!
[19:49] <cat-flu> hehe
[19:49] <Hylke`> Seriously.
[19:49] <Hylke`> I mean, bah.
[19:49] * cat-flu higs Hylke`
[19:49] <Hylke`> :-)
[19:50] <cat-flu> hugs*
[19:50] <cat-flu> dammit
[19:50] <Hylke`> That makes me feel a little bit better
[19:50] <cat-flu> wasup?
[19:50] <Hylke`> But really
[19:50] <Hylke`> I just started this piece of shit job
[19:50] <Hylke`> Cause I got kicked out of school
[19:50] <cat-flu> and....
[19:50] <Hylke`> Cause I never did anything even though I have enough intelligence to easily finish school
[19:50] <Hylke`> So I was like "let's work fulltime for a year, see how bad that sucks, then I'll realise I *want* to study a lot to get a better job"
[19:50] <Hylke`> But THIS IS SUCH AGONY!!!
[19:51] <cat-flu> yea....
[19:51] <cat-flu> why?
[19:51] <Hylke`> I mean, instead of a nice start I have to go through the biggest rainstorm of the entire year
[19:51] <Hylke`> Then some woman that couldn't even pronounce a proper sentence even though she's not a foreigner starts telling me what to do
[19:52] <cat-flu> yes...
[19:52] <Hylke`> Then some annoying kids that are as socially gifted as a 3 year old start telling me 'how to work'
[19:52] <Hylke`> I MEAN AAAAARGH!
[19:52] <cat-flu> hehe
[19:52] <Hylke`> But then again, never has a beer tasted this great. :-)
[19:52] <cat-flu> see:)
[19:52] <Hylke`> Oh, and YOU HAVE TO PAY FOR YOUR OWN FOOD!!!
[19:52] <cat-flu> ur on the right track
[19:52] <cat-flu> lol
[19:52] <Hylke`> I work my ass off for 8 freaking hours and they make me pay for a sandwich!!!!
[19:52] <cat-flu> fcourse u do
[19:53] <Hylke`> Cheap lousy coffee is all we're getting.
[19:53] <Hylke`> Scumbags. >_>
[19:53] <battleof1812> lol whats your new job
[19:53] <cat-flu> shus battleof1812
[19:53] <Hylke`> Hard to describe.
[19:53] <Hylke`> Work in a restaurant at the zoo.
[19:53] <Hylke`> And no matter how pathetic that sounds, it's ten times worse.
[19:53] <cat-flu> but u can choose wot to buy for ur money...
[19:54] <cat-flu> nothing is pathetic...
[19:54] <Hylke`> Plus my earphones died cause of the rain!!!
[19:54] <cat-flu> u still can see a bright side;)
[19:54] <Hylke`> So instead of listening to some nice relaxing music at the way back I had to go without!!!
[19:54] <cat-flu> ohh thats total bumme:/
[19:54] <cat-flu> bummer*
[19:54] * ^Michael slaps Hylke` around a bit with a large trout
[19:54] <Hylke`> There is no bright side and most of the things in this world are rather pathetic.
[19:54] <Hylke`> :-)
[19:54] <cat-flu> man u can still smile
[19:55] <cat-flu> ur ok...
[19:55] <cat-flu> and it's all about getting fun of it all...
[19:55] <Hylke`> If I hit a different key with my finger I'm sad... doesn't mean I'm happy/sad irl! :<
[19:55] <cat-flu> :)
[19:55] <cat-flu> have u something u'd have to let go?
[19:55] <Hylke`> And my legs hurt soooo bad right now, I have to work tomorrow and the day after that... then I have a day off and I won't be able to enjoy it because of the muscle ache >_>
[19:56] <cat-flu> oO
[19:56] <cat-flu> pain aint good :s
[19:56] <^Michael> Pain is good!
[19:56] <cat-flu> have hot bath, chill out
[19:56] <cat-flu> hehe
[19:56] <Hylke`> What doesnt kill you makes you strongaaahhhrrr!!!
[19:57] <cat-flu> heeh, we should torture ^Michael
[19:57] <cat-flu> yea thats right Hylke`
[19:57] <cat-flu> it's so good to have a job...
[19:57] <^Michael> :)
[19:58] <cat-flu> u can allways find something else without fussing about it while u work:)
[19:58] <cat-flu> and whatever things might seem do it easy;)
[19:59] <Hylke`> Yup, I'm gonna quit after a month and find another job
[19:59] * cat-flu hugs Hylke`
[19:59] <Hylke`> Might have to work a month longer after quitting though
[19:59] <Hylke`> But I think it'd be fun to have 5 jobs in a year
[19:59] <cat-flu> gotta afk for minute now;)
[19:59] <cat-flu> cool, you can allways find what suits u
[19:59] <Hylke`> Nah, not at the moment
[20:00] <Hylke`> Don't have the qualifications
[20:00] <Hylke`> But it can't get any worse than this
[20:00] <cat-flu> just dont throw yourself into desperate situations...
[20:00] <Hylke`> But see ya man. ;) Your hugs, no matter how gay, made me feel slightly better ;)
[20:00] <cat-flu> lol
[20:00] <cat-flu> i ain gay
[20:00] <cat-flu> im a cat;P~
[20:00] <cat-flu> aint*
[20:00] <Wuzzie> Denial is the first step :O
[20:01] <cat-flu> lol, damn u;)
[20:01] <Wuzzie> Next is anger x)
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[soundblaster16]

:-( well i hope everything gets better for you. hope to see u soon.
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[Some_Mate]

lol dude thats actually quite funny, and i totaly understand.
I worked in a chip shop once, for 4 saturdays, it sucked big hairy balls BIG time:confused:.
and i used to have a paper-round for 1 and a half years:redface:.

Basically its good for u to learn to cope with shit like that, coz man, life will through shit at every1 at some point, no matter who u are, some people will crumble and some will become strong from it. But that is a choice.
You can choose to rise above it and make yourself "want" to do better:wink:.

Basically as ive said b4, u are clever, u can do anything u put ur mind to, we all can, but thats something u have to choose. Unlike some rich spoilt kids/people, u will fully know the value of money, and will have urself to thank when u do make that first grand and turn it into 100 grand.

im still on the first few grand bit lol :p

Be nice to urself and urself will be nice back!
;)

[Kammeh!]

Hehe. :) I'm planning to quit this job in a few weeks time. Even if the lameass people were to get incredibly nice and great all of a sudden I'd still hate it way too much. So planning on doing about 5-6 crappy jobs in the next year and then start school again. :D

[Immortal]

Good luck with everything :)

[kraven]

I'll go to university from september and can play only on weekends hehe :P
After you wished me a painful death Kamui, I wish u a painful work xDDDDDDD (kidding) :D

[HenryLJ]

Well dude i think anyone can do want they want. it easy you pick it and go do it. no intellagence needed if u enjoy ur do it well and get btter. I mean life is like UT headshots and glory! Just do want u feel and ur get what u deserve and u always been nice to me so it be good ! :L

[Kammeh!]

I'll go to university from september and can play only on weekends hehe :P
After you wished me a painful death Kamui, I wish u a painful work xDDDDDDD (kidding) :D

Haha, uni, really? I always thought you were 13. ;)

[Wormz]

kammeh got a (shitty) job....... kammeh - job......kammeh - Drunk 1/2 the time? Kammeh should work at pub :D u dont need many qualifications for that + free beer :D

[xeon]

lol my live sucks to: every one from my class hates me ( i think) and then a girl : she says she will never let me down but now she is the BEST friend of my " friend" ( well he was my friend until we want on camp and fell for ALL te girls)
for example : when i talk to a girl he pulls me away ( firgurly) and he starts talking to her. so i never get a chance to know new people or make new friends but he is getting away with all the cool girls and people :@ and then i got an argue with my best ( girl) friend ( only friendly :p ) and now my life suck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[xeon]

so kamui stop being silly and get a new job :p :p

[Zeus]

dude it rly sux xD
but man i dont thinktrhats a reason to be away from us and online gamin u know wa i m sayin?>
come xfire and lets have a talk for it

[Icemat]

LiFe sUx ?
GeT a NeW oNe !

Really...change what bothers u.
It`s just upon u.

Don`t wait till u feel depressed !!! :smile: :smile: :smile:

[Kronikiz]

Yeah, my life used to suck... probably still does, stopped paying attention a while ago. I'm interested in how you got kicked outta school, sounds like fun.
Your job does sound kinda crappy, I honestly don't think I could be in a job like that, bit too stubborn to conform or act the way I'm supposed to act... could tell you a story, but when things get shitty for me, I'm not too interested in happy-ish stories.

I'll end this post with a fairly irish "You'll be grand!!!!!".

[Some_Mate]

thata be grand for yees, te be surre! :D must.... resist..... talking .......like .....dubs.....hehehe:D:p:eek:

[EN4evr]

i feel for ya man,that really sux!! but hang in there dood.lifes full o shit.i think as you get older you learn to deal with it better and its all part of an important learning curve.as some says i cleaned toilets and students puke up(bastards) for a year when i was 16 and i wanted to kill every1 that i worked for(apart from a few tasty cleaning ladies:D mmm)i just tried to focus on my well being and getting the money and not feeling any less of a person than any1 else above or around me(easy said than done i know)and we both know you're far too intelligent to be doing that kinda job and taking that kinda shit for the rest of your life.its just a small stepping stone of which you are using them to get to the next step.(not them using you) keep ya chin up m8y

[Kammeh!]

K, next. :D

[20:26] <Hylke`> God hates me so bad...
[20:27] <Bitme_Bot> God is a fictional character... he can't hate you
[20:28] <Hylke`> Then I'm just always unlucky.
[20:28] <Hylke`> First I thought god had cursed me cause I got such a lousy job.
[20:28] <Hylke`> Now I finally enjoyed a day of working, so I'm peddling home on my bike...
[20:29] <Hylke`> Then there's some frickin idiot that opens his cardoor way too fast without looking backwards, while there were some kids walking on the left.
[20:29] <Hylke`> So all I could do was brake and hope I won't get hit too badly or drive into those kids.
[20:29] <Hylke`> So I hit his cardoor with my leg, he steps out, starts cursing and telling me it's all my fault.
[20:29] <Hylke`> I politely tell him he was supposed to look backward and let me pass first instead of swinging his door open like mad.
[20:30] <Hylke`> The fucking idiot looks at his car, notices there's no damage, doesn't even tell me how sorry he is that he nearly broke my leg and walks off.
[20:30] <Hylke`> I'm so happy the Netherlands have restrictions on the possesion of guns.
[20:30] <Hylke`> Would've killed the guy.
[20:31] <Bitme_Bot> POOP on his windshield
[20:31] <Hylke`> Now my leg's all swollen and it's ruined my nice poker evening. Even though I FINALLY had a nice day at work.
[20:31] <hippywarrior> sounds like a bad day to me Hylke`
[20:31] <Hylke`> Pretty brilliant idea, but too lazy to go back. Plus my lag hurts.
[20:31] <Hylke`> Naw, still concider it as a good day. :) I'm an optimistic person. ;)
[20:31] <hippywarrior> me too................but you have me beat :D
[20:32] <Hylke`> But still, had a lot of muscle ache when I started working, got less, felt good today and now my leg hurts like mad for a stupid reason which could've been avoided if the guy wasn't such an idiot.

...I'm just an unlucky person. :p But work's getting less-worse. (better?)

[RBlood]

aww... poor Kamui and your shit job :(

I hear Osama Bin Laden is still hiring, maybe you could join him and become a global tourist and tourorise the world! You could visit America and tourorise the empire state building with your flashy camera and then it will collapse!!!!!!!! :D :D

I hear there is good money in it too!

[Kammeh!]

Another update. :D I'll just post every sucky thing in my life here. :D

This time I banged my head on a sidewalk while totally drunk... lots of dried up blood on my face right now, lots on my pillow/in my bed/on my clothes... more on the street even. :p Gonna get two stitches in the afternoon probably. Haha. I'm such an unlucky bastard. :D